Life as a Single Mother

No matter how hurt I was by Steven and what he has done.... I have to say Im loving be a single mom and a single person. Since I have been at my moms I have done alot that wouldnt have been able to being with Steven. The also are in 4H now. October 20th Lillian was in a cook off at the Hillsborough County Fair. She did really well she made burritos for the judges. She received a $10 gift card to Wal-Mart. The kids seem happier now. They are still wanting Daddy and Mommy back together.. It just brakes my heart. On to better things. Halloween is just around the corner. Lillian also has been invited to her first birthday party today. They get to dress up in their costume. Steven is going to be a fireman and Lillian is going to be Belle. She cant wait.... It should be fun.Well until next time..

What a year.....2012

It all started 2weeks before Christmas 2011. Our teco got shut off because Steven didnt pay the bill with his last check. Instead he blow it. So for 2weeks we stayed with family. The kids and I stayed with my mom for the most part. Jan.2012 I left to go to Light House. Its a place for single moms and children. Still with Steven when I went in the program. As time passed I started to hate the place. I had to change everything. They were telling me how dress and no one tells me how to dress. We really didnt eat healthy. I really started to miss Steven. I started feeling like I made a mistake for leaving Steven. Will want a stupid girl I was....Turns out after only 3days Steven had slept with my supposed friend in our bed we shared for 7years. He didnt even have the courage to write me and tell me that he had cheated on me. I still took him back. STUPID... I didnt trust him at all. He was still seeing her and texting her and talking to her. So after a month March 20 I moved in with my friend and he moved in with her. Then in July I left my friends house and moved in with my mom. Steven and I are still friends we hang out and stuff. Then the worst day of my life July 26,2012 my Papa passed away with me by his side. That is and still a very hard thing for me. Through all that Steven was by side helping me through it. August 21st the kids started VPK. Which has been a great for them. Steven and Lillian have been doing really well in school. Still looking for a medical assistant job. Im working at bath and body works for now. Hoping to get on at Plant City High School as well. Well until next time.....

Time goes by so Fast.....

I cant believe how fast the Holidays came and gone. Had a great Holiday season this year with my family and Steven's family. Steven finally got work. Thank God.... Steven and his sister Alicia started a business. It is a pressure washing business. They really haven't had any work yet. It is a new year so we can only pray that they get the business going. I'm still without work but I'm watching Steven's nephew for extra money. Which it is a blast for me and the kids love their cousin. So our roommate moved out thus month. Sad to her go but it is nice that Lil. Steven has his room back. So that is good. Lil. Steven has been potty training for about 3 months now and still hasn't caught on to it just yet. Lillian on the other hand is done with potty training. She went to my sister house for about 4 days and came back using the potty. It is great hoping that Lil. Steven will caught on with what his sister is doing. Well I guess that is all for now.

I can't Believe...

I can not believe my baby boy changed 3 sunday. Its crazy and he is going up way to fast. We had his party on Saturday. It was good and he had fun. He got a bike for his birthday from Great Grandpa Tanner and loves it. I think what he loved more than anything was that his cousin Shay stayed the night with on Friday. He was a happy camper. He had so much fun with Shay. Big Steven is at an interview this morning and might be going to a job afterwards to pressure clean houses. This has been a every long week. My Uncle Cleigton passed and Papa is in the Hospital. Still looking for a job. Nothing yet....Hoping and Praying for something to come soon. Might be moving in January. Can't wait. Steven speech classes has also stopped now that he is 3. Now its time for Halloween. Yeah I can't wait. Steven is going to be a lion and Lillian is going to be a lamb. Its going to be so cute together. Ican't wait to take them Tick or Treating. Until next time.

Everything is Good.

Lillian Rose Cason....

Her test results came back and everything is good. Her iron levels are normal and I'm so happy. So now its time to focus on getting ready for Stevens Birthday. I can't believe he is going to be 3 how time flys... His speech classes are going to end in 3weeks now. I'm sad but happy at the same time. I'm so happy that Steven is talking more now and learning his shape and colors and ABC's. He is growing up so fast. Lillian is growing up to fast for me too. Still lookinf for a job. Big Steven had an interview Monday and hoping that he gets it. He is getting on my nerves. Anyways I will keep you posted on the job thing and my angel's. Until next time.....

Lillian a Big girl.

Lillian had to get bloodwork done today and she didnt even cry. I'm so proud of her. Her iron levels were low about 4months ago and the doctor want us to have her drink more milk and eat more veg. and fruit and vitamins. So we started her on vitamins because she drinks milk all day and loves fruits and she eats her veg. As long as her iron levels are normal then she wont be put on iron medication. So looking isnt going anywhere so far. I keep getting bite but haven't hooked one yet. I hope I can find something soon. Love being a stay at home mom but I want to work. Lil Steven picked me a flower yesterday its so pretty.

Lil Steven with the flower

The flower

He is so cute I love him so much.

This is Lillian with the flower she wanted a picture with the flower also. I love my family.

Steven(boyfriend) just got his tattoo finished last night. It looks good his cousin Jarrod did it. He is really good. He did my tattoo on my foot. So I jut thats it for now. Until next time.

Stay at Home Mommy

Hi my name is Christina Tomlinson. I'm 22 years old and have 2 wonderful babies and a great boyfriend Steven C. Cason. Steven Lamar Cason and Lillian Rose Cason. They are my everything and I love them so much. But as much I as I love them I need to go back to work because they are driving me crazy. I have been out of work since Aug 2009 and have been looking ever since. Be on couple of interviews but none came through. Hoping something soon. Lillian just turned 2 July 24. Now I'm getting ready for my son 3rd Birthday. WOW cant believe he will be 3 in September its so crazy how fast they grow. Also in September its Steven and mine 6 years anniversary. I just cant believe that its been 6 years since we have been together. It just doesnt seem that long. Have a roommate now named Kellee that the kids just love. We also have a Kitten named Bella and yes just like off Twilight Saga. For all the Harry Potter fans the 7th movie part 1 comes out in November. Cant wait to go see it.